Friday, November 13, 2009, 8:47 AM
Death is really a tragic thing to happen in life. its been 3 months now and i still haven get over it. everyday..every single day i really wish he'll come back coz i really missed him soo much ;*(i missed his voice i missed his touch i missed talking to him i missed confiding in him whenever i had a bad day at werk coz he always..always makes me feel better.
i missed buying his favourite Raisin bread. i missed colling him tru my HP. I missed him video-ing us with his favourite canon digi video cam. i missed goin fishing with him. i missed his cooking. i missed the sound of his cough. i missed teasing him. i missed goin breakfast with him. i missed salam his hand every morning b4 i go to werk.
and whenever i missed him i cried. i cried every single day.. so bad coz i know he'll never come back. God has taken him from us forever.
sometimes i feel such a failure coz as a nurse i could not save his life. i really hate myself. i hate being a nurse. really i do. im not fit to be a nurse. im a failure. im sorry bapak. ;*(
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 12:24 PM
bapak. nana rindu sangat dengan bapak.bapak. ;*(